nat's christmas present to me is beyond this world, seriously. LOVE IT. it's new years eve and instead of going to the numerous party's i was invited to, i am to have a meal with the best friend and then have a potter marathon. we all know i made the right choice.

my paris top came in the post today :)

i look about twelve here. fail.

also, i love my tights (and having ginger hair)

i want these. please.

oh and another pair of these. maybe two more pairs..

photobooth keeps me busy

so i've gotten pretty bad at updating this. i started a tumblr and got addicted and then uninterested in around a week. i have a full time job with the nhs and tomorrow will be the start of my third week. next sunday is my last day of wallis. and then as from december 26th i will have my weekends back, after three years. it'll be strange not to work on a saturday and sunday anymore but also such relief. no more pesky customers. we had our work christmas party tonight it was lovely. i ate to much. that was expected.

i'm buying myself a coat and a paramore ticket come payday. the coat is from wallis and just lovely. and the ticket became available when a friend realised she had a gig on the same day. which is sad for my friend as she would of liked to have seen them.

i would also like to get my hands on lady gaga tickets, and 30 seconds to mars tickets.

i'm a little stronger than i thought. which is good i guess.

a guy was waiting for his mum in wallis the otherday, he had his iphone out so i suggested he go on mlia. he then read me a few. i've decided my future boyfriend must prefer mlia to fml.

oh and i like my hair here:

i found the poster for harry potter and the deathly hallows online the other night. needless to say, i'm super stoked. and it's highly likely that i shall dehydrate while watching both half's of the movie. too. many. tears.

i almost died when i found out tom felton, evanna lynch, matthew lewis and jessie cave will be doing a hmv instore signing for the half blood prince. i HAVE to meet draco and nevil! i'll do whatever it takes to be there. no lie.

on another note, i find it amusing that you let her down.

i've been out of sorts for the past few weeks. i do think that now, things are going back to normal. i shouldn't say normal. things are never normal, life cannot be normal as it changes everyday. so let's say i'm fixing a few odds and ends. i'm starting a full time job in a week or so. i've deleted my twitter. and i've cut someone out of my life.

i've been terrible at this blogging thing this past month. i joined tumblr, and that went well for five days. i guess the real reason i joined was to look at all the artistic posts. i followed too many people and it's hard to keep up. so i think that'll be deleted soon as well.

the reason i deleted my twitter, was that i lost sight in it, who really cares what i'm going right at this very second. 'emagoldner is writing a blog post' who gives a shit seriously? unless you're a stalker. which really is what twitter makes you. you become almost addicted to following someones every move. you get agitated when they don't update for a couple of hours. and to be honest i got like this. and it was pointless. i have better things to do with my time than read about your dinner.

i finally watched paper heart. well i cheated. i watched it online, but it was still lovely. coco before channel comes out tomorrow so i shall have to be purchasing that. another thing that comes out tomorrow is 'the fame monster' by lady gaga, which is her debut album but with eight extra tracks. i kinda cheated and downloaded the new songs a week ago. i really like them so you go gaga.

i've seen a poster of the line up for next years reading festival, i know its like 99.9% fake but if it was real, boy would it make my year. to be honest just as long as death cab play i'll be ecstatic(?).

there's been many new albums from bands i rather like. paramore have done it again with catchy songs, as well as lady gaga with her new songs. i'm quite liking editors new material, and yet as much as i love brand new i'm not to sure about their new album. it may be because i have yet to give it a proper listen. i'll give it another go in the next few days.

new moon came out on friday. and i must say after having such low expectations i was rather impressed. the soundtrack (to which i thought wouldn't go with the movie at all) worked with the film. and the new director is a huge step up from the past. the script is still bad, but hopefully come eclipse it shall be better. i liked one or two parts of the movie better than the book, however i didn't like the new parts they had added in. i'm going to see it again tomorrow, so i might be less judgemental the second time round.

edward and jacob where smokin' but i must say that i am and will always be TEAM POTTER.

over the next week or so, i shall be giving my room a gigantic makeover. i would say that my overall style has matured? (can't think of another word to use) i still like the way my room is, but i think i need a change, a fresh start. i don't want to live in the past any longer.

i will definatly place the above eternal sunshine quote in a frame and have it on my wall.

i've had my hair in plats for the past few days. i don't really care that hair sticks out/falls out.

(i miss having you around)

you gotta love christmas adverts.

my snuggie arrived in the post today, along with my 'science of harry potter' book. i found out that if you put your snuggie on backwards it looks like you're wearing a cloak. HELLO, hogwarts uniform.

happy halloween folks, today i dressed as hermonie/harry/hogwarts extra #2

i got these fangs from tesco for 7p score. i shall be wearing them when i go and see new moon.

i gave blood yesterday, so i kinda feel anti-vampire right now. ah well.

my mind is busy with many throughts that i can't quite put into words right now.

for the past few nights i haven't been sleeping well.

i've been having really vivid nightmares.

there isn't anything chasing me, no moths, or ladders.

i think what scares me the most is that they could become reality.

how did things change so quickly.

right now it feels like we're strangers.

i found this on flickr. it's made me want to make some stuff.

i already have a few ideas.

(the photo's above are not mine)

sonic youth were in an episode of gossip girl, they performed an acoustic version of star power. it's such a nice song made beautiful when performed acoustic.

it's the little things you do that make this uncertainty worthwhile.

i met carlos bernard aka tony almeida. he's ever so handsome.

this photo was taken by sophie davidson (sophiedavidson.blogspot.com) her photos are beautiful.

i purchased some of this herbal tea today.

it said this on the box "contains natural herbal ingredients that can help promote and maintain healthy sleep in conjunction with a balanced, varied diet and a healthy lifestyle."

i hope it works, i'm getting really annoyed with my inconsistent sleeping pattern.

oh and watch this, it's beautiful.

i'm currently filling in the ucas form for the third year in a row. i hate ucas. i'm this close to not applying just because of ucas. forms are not my forte.

someone, anyone, fill in my ucas for me. i want to apply, at least i'm half sure i do. the other half of me thinks i'm only doing this to have my future (well the next four years of it) planned.

i have until march to complete my application. maybe i'll know for definite what i'll want then.

this is possibly the greatest film i've ever seen.

i had such a great time at the pixies the other night. i wish i could play the night over and over.

i went to london the other week by myself, i took some photos on my disposable camera. the last one is my favourite.

i'm thinking of applying for a photography course. i'm so indecisive it's annoying. i can't make up my mind. but i figure if i get in there's always time to change my mind?

someone sort out my life for me.