also, i love ben gibbard

new stuff:

(in brown)

(i love this, i want to marry whoever created it)

i need to go to a doctor. i've had this headache for the past five hours. someone make it go away. i've had a lot of headaches recently, and nurofen seems to do nothing. sdghosgla.

hot water bottles are the greatest.

i drew on some envelopes today.

(third post of the night, aren't you lucky?)

so this year for valentines i will be doing something different (other than sit at home watching disney movies) i will be having a dinner date with harriet and sophie and possibly more. harriet has also renamed the day 'food day' which we all think is more appropriate, i'm rather excited.

oh did i mention we're going to WAGAMAMA.

so many things i want.

i just purchased :

x2

x1

x1

and i would like some of these :

i almost forgot. PAY DAY tomorrow.

i have two thumbs, eight fingers and ten toes. just thought you all should know.

this weekend is going to be wonderful. wagamama and swimming on friday. movie/game day with natalie on saturday. then i'll spend the day with my sister in law, going to london shopping for furniture for my room and another wagamama on sunday. lovely lovely.

everyday that passes is one less day until i venture off to the wizarding world of harry potter, and one day less until harry potter and the deathly hallows (part one) in my opinion they should have just made one really LONG movie, so i wouldn't have to wait another year for the second half. sigh.

all of my belongings are in boxes, and my room looks completely bare. it'll be nice to see it painted and finished.

i miss natalie, harriet and helen. i miss our movie nights. i miss our trips to wagamama. i miss singing along to toto in kirk. i miss our food days. i just wish i had more time to spend with them.

i guess when i said i'll only be blogging once a week i lied.

why do i even bother?

want. want. want.

mario kart anyone?

can't get enough.

yum yum yum

can not stop watching this film. so much love.

"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."

it's crazy the things that you remember at the most unexpected moments. the things that make you stop and remember. the things that bring a smile back to your face. the things that take you back.

to do:

(to go in my unfinished room)

for a new year, i've been awfully terrible to this blog, and i apologise.

speaking of the new year, i have made several changes to my life, big or small. i am currently in the possess of changing my bedroom (i know i posted about this last year, but i actually started tonight) and i will continue to this for several weeks. i joined the gym three weeks ago, and i go three times a week. i haven't talked about you in months, and i think about you less.

i booked a holiday to florida yesterday, one whole week in september with my best friend. only nine months to go...sigh. the real reason we're going is because of the wizarding world of harry potter. you know we're cool.

over the past month or so i've changed my mind so many times on what i want to do with my room, but i have finally got some idea. i spent around four hours today getting rid of crap i no longer need. i filled up at LEAST 18 bags, all full of rubbish. the next step will be painting the walls, and then once that is done painting on the stencils. i'll take photos and keep ya'll updated (well whoever reads this thing).

i know i haven't blogged probably in a while, and i do miss it. i just had a lot of things to sort out. i left my first job at wallis and i now have one with the nhs, which i really enjoy. and it's full time, which is the whole reason why i get to go to florida. there have also been a few other things which have kept me busy. but i promise to blog at least once a week, that's about all i can handle at the moment.

p.s anonymous thank you for that comment, it made me smile (although i must admit i find it terribly annoying not knowing who you are)

"It's like, it's not even real to me. It's like, my life, isn't even real to me, unless you're there, and you're in it, and I'm sharing it with you. And, uh, I don't know what I was waiting for and I don't know what I was scared of. But, I'm not. I'm not scared and I'm not waiting. I'm here."

Oh Luke.

fireworks stop. please. dad stop being a dickhead.