happy halloween folks, today i dressed as hermonie/harry/hogwarts extra #2

i got these fangs from tesco for 7p score. i shall be wearing them when i go and see new moon.

i gave blood yesterday, so i kinda feel anti-vampire right now. ah well.

my mind is busy with many throughts that i can't quite put into words right now.

for the past few nights i haven't been sleeping well.

i've been having really vivid nightmares.

there isn't anything chasing me, no moths, or ladders.

i think what scares me the most is that they could become reality.

how did things change so quickly.

right now it feels like we're strangers.

i found this on flickr. it's made me want to make some stuff.

i already have a few ideas.

(the photo's above are not mine)

sonic youth were in an episode of gossip girl, they performed an acoustic version of star power. it's such a nice song made beautiful when performed acoustic.

it's the little things you do that make this uncertainty worthwhile.

i met carlos bernard aka tony almeida. he's ever so handsome.

this photo was taken by sophie davidson (sophiedavidson.blogspot.com) her photos are beautiful.

i purchased some of this herbal tea today.

it said this on the box "contains natural herbal ingredients that can help promote and maintain healthy sleep in conjunction with a balanced, varied diet and a healthy lifestyle."

i hope it works, i'm getting really annoyed with my inconsistent sleeping pattern.

oh and watch this, it's beautiful.

i'm currently filling in the ucas form for the third year in a row. i hate ucas. i'm this close to not applying just because of ucas. forms are not my forte.

someone, anyone, fill in my ucas for me. i want to apply, at least i'm half sure i do. the other half of me thinks i'm only doing this to have my future (well the next four years of it) planned.

i have until march to complete my application. maybe i'll know for definite what i'll want then.

this is possibly the greatest film i've ever seen.

i had such a great time at the pixies the other night. i wish i could play the night over and over.

i went to london the other week by myself, i took some photos on my disposable camera. the last one is my favourite.

i'm thinking of applying for a photography course. i'm so indecisive it's annoying. i can't make up my mind. but i figure if i get in there's always time to change my mind?

someone sort out my life for me.

i had a wonderful evening. i saw the pixies play at brixton, and my oh my you wouldn't believe how amazing it was. i kinda wish they had played 'where is my mind' and 'dig for fire' but nevermind.

i seem to be drinking coffee more and more. this could mean i could be the real life loralie gilmore, but let's face it i'm nowhere near that cool. sigh.

my scanner appears to be playing up a bit. the first photo is one laura scanned, the others i scanned. i tried lightening them but it made them worse. so there are two more polaroids from central perk missing, forgive me.

sunday was a lovely day, thankyou laura (i know you'll be reading this as you pestered me to scan these...aha..) central perk, abercrombie and fitch and wagamama is in all an excellent way to spend a day.

i want to start going out to dinner (not just wagamama) with friends that i don't see a lot.

i'm planning on visiting ian for a day or two next month.

deathcabforcutie, transatlanticism. possibly my favourite band/album of all time.

i love this band way to much. they are incredible, so inspiring. i pretty much listen to them every day. ben's lyrics are beautiful. there isn't a song of theirs i don't like.

the smell of the brownies my mother is making is drifting upstairs. yum. i am currently listening to the dodos and waiting for my best friend to get to mine. she passed her driving test today, i feel like a proud mother.

once she arrives our evening will be filled with, filling out a form, washing hair, painting nails, jonas, wizards on deck with hannah montana, the green mile, driving to sainsburys and what ever else our hearts desire.

my style has changed quite a bit over the past year, i like dressing smart, i like wearing plain clothes, and i don't really like wearing jeans anymore. i've decided i want to take better care of my skin so earlier on in the week i paid a visit to the body shop and got a foam wash and some night cream. it's making me brake out, but i'm pretty sure that's just my skin getting used to it.

i got this dress today from wallis, on uniform. originally £45 i paid £22.50. sweett. i love it so much. it's funny at work when we get delivery in we say things like 'oh that's defiantly a naz top' or 'chelsey would love that!' we know each others personal taste within our shop. chelsey knew i'd like the dress, how well she knows me.

i have a busy week ahead starting tomorrow. it involves the following:

work, central perk, toystory 3D, photobooth, work, coffee, wagamama, pixies, london, coffee, yoga, haircut. i'm sure there's more, my brain is refusing to think.

it's nice to know you're not alone. (i never realised people worry as much as i do) i've been talking with a friend of mine for an hour, and we've been talking through our worries and it's reasurring to have someone to talk to.

i'm currently listening to death cab for cutie so i currently wish to live in seattle, that and i'd also like to have been this age when the beatles first started.