I'll bet you are just fine.

my neighbours washing line is a rainbow at the moment. blue. red. purple. yellow. purple. green. red. red. blue. yellow. green. i've been staring at it for a good forty minutes, instead of doing all of the millions of things i need to do.

my university project is on journeys, and its due in next friday, shit. i get paid on friday so that means i can buy the things i need for my final piece. and then on monday i'm visiting david, so that means i'll have some more photographs for my project, if i can remember i'll get some film for my polaroid camera. i also need to get my hands on a giant map of london, so i will go in search for that soon.

i'm going to a funeral tomorrow, my nan's funeral. i've never been to one of these before, even when my grandad died, i was too young to go then. so i don't really know what to expect. and do i have to cry? i don't think i will, i haven't really cried about the whole thing. she had a long life and was in pain near the end, so i'm glad she's resting. the not crying thing has freaked me a little bit, i'm very emotional, and the smallest thing could get me upset, so for this to not is a little weird.

i'm going on holiday in eight weeks for my brothers wedding. i wish i could just take one now. i need to get away from everything and not have to think for a while. clearing my mind would do me some good. 

i need to forget about that letter i'm waiting for.