I've been looking so long at these pictures of you, that I almost believe that they're real.

i'm an idiot, as each day goes by, i still hope for something from you.

with a uni project due in a just over a day, i am completely calm about the fact i have yet to start my final piece and i have yet to write my project journal. i'm looking forward to finishing this course, a little too much i think. i'm glad i did the course, while it was free, because i've had some great times, but i don't think university is for me.

i have made a pact with nat, that we will both be out of retail by the end of the year, i am so ready to leave retail. 

helen, nat and i are planning to go away for a week in september, we're not sure where yet, but i'm getting excited about it already. holidays are awesome, and i'll get to see another part of the world i haven't seen before. if all goes to plan that'll mean i have 3 (ish) holidays for this year. cyprus for my brothers wedding with the family and christina, reading festival (it counts!) with lots of amazing people and wherever september takes me nat and helen! having something to look forward to makes it all worth while.