i went to see these battlegrounds, with battlesounds.

recently there have been days where i've felt lost. there have been days where i've been so angry. there have been days where all i wanted to do was cry. there are many reasons behind these feelings and some of them i am aware of and some of them i am not.

my art and design foundation course is over, no more will i take the a40 bus journey to wycombe every week day morning, no more will i have to buy stupid things otherwise useless to me for my art work. truth be told i miss it, i miss having a project, an aim, because right now i'm playing the waiting game. and let me tell you something, it's not fun.

i've decided i'm not going to stop doodling, i shall carry a small sketchbook and then when i want i can doodle away. i'll have a book of illustrations of the whereabouts/happenings in my life.

i'm going to see dinosaur jr. tomorrow. i'm seeing lemuria on saturday. i am going to cyprus on sunday. i am going to egypt for a day on tuesday. i am seeing colour me wednesday on the wednesday after i get back. i am going out for a meal on my birthday with some friends. and i am going to brand new the day after. this month is well planned and i'm looking forward to it.