today i went to see harry potter and the half blood prince for the second time. wooooohooooo. rupert grint is adorable. i would really like to see the first half of the deathly hallows, and well then the second straight after. i wish i was capable of creating something like harry potter. but alas i am not. i just have a half talent of artish stuff. i wish i had the money for more polariod film, along with a digital slr and a good film camera.

i keep changing my mind on what i want to do in life. like i said before a degree is coming more and more appealing. but in what? i'd love to do illustration, but am i good enough? and of course like everybody else in the entire world who is my age i would like to study photography. i reckon i'd be good at it, but with everyone else trying to succeed in the field i'm likely to fail. wish i could go back to being five years old in the sand pit at nursery.