i'm frustrated with myself for letting this bother me. i try so hard to please everyone, that i often forget about myself. so recently i've been doing a few things for myself, but this apparently isn't meant to be.

today at yoga i almost did the bridge! i just need to focus on lifting my head of the mat now. i'm slowly getting better. harriet gave me this flower, which then got squished in my bag when i ran into christina on her way to walk bo. i took a detour and went with her. i always seem to wear my flip flops when it rains, or has been. walking through the wet grass felt nice in a way.

that flower in the photo is the remainder of the flower harriet gave me, it needs water. that's my favourite scarf right there. best five pounds i've spent from H&M.

i need a new job, and i need it now please. i just wanna make a move with the whole travel area thing. i applied to another job today, so here's hoping! i need to get out of wallis, i do not want to be there next year.