polaroid film arrived today, when i had a strong feeling something else would of instead. i guess sometime instincts are wrong. there's always tomorrow.

i have pretty much planned out what clothes i am taking to reading, along with how i am going to have my hair while there. 

2x black knee high socks

2x black tights

2x stripy t-shirts

2x flannel shirts

2x vest tops

1x denim shorts

1x wellies

1x white converse

too much spare time you say? i agree. someone give me a nine to five weekday job, PLEASE.

i'm about to watch 'twilight' for the 1000th time? just so i can recap before i start to re-read new moon. don't get me wrong i love the book, but i find once i've watched the film for a book, it takes longer for me to read it. strange. i think the main reason i like reading the twilight saga is that i prefer being in bella's world than my own. after all, who could resist edward cullen?

last night the girls (being christina, natalie and helen) and i, finally had our x-men day. during the third film, natalie, in between explaining to helen why i was crying at the fact that jean grey and scott where both dead, she said something, which is utterly and completely true about me.

i don't believe in heaven or hell, i believe in love. hopefully someday soon i will have my confidence restored as to why i believe in it.